Chapter Three

Anger resides
I can't resist
The urge to tell you
How I feel.

But I cant
For once I do
There is no difference
Between us.

You are the monster
I fear to become
And I am the child
Watching your every move.

But, yet I already know
Which path to take
And it seems so simple now-
I won't go down yours.

Your incompetance
Scares me.

Your incoherence
Worries me.

Your face
Tells me what a lie is.

How can I be Jubilant
When I see how dubious you are
To the aloof side of others
When you are nothing more.

How can I be understanding
When you drink away your life-
Smoke away your worries-
And prepare yourself for no tomorrow.

I am angry.

I am mad.

I won't help the undeserving
If the undeserving has no intention of helping themselves.